a new year blog

for the first time my horoscope is right! it had to happen eventually right? I mean, one day by shear coincidence it had to get it right? My mum reads them to me every week. hers is often right. I guess that you look hard enough they are always right. Mine never is. In fact i would go so far as to say that what is written is in fact what is guaranteed to NOT in fact happen at all. Not even a little bit.

this is what it says:

"If you have less energy than usual and you can't seem to get going on your latest round of projects, you may need to spend some time alone. If you managed this over the holiday break, you're probably feeling a lot better. If not, then think about it for real right now. If you can do this, you'll feel your energy return along with your joie de vivre. Mars is retrograde in your love affairs zone, bringing you a chance to reminisce and think about the old times. You even decide to get in touch with someone! "

i have my doubts about the last little bit. i don't get in touch with people. I don't like to be rude or intrude in other peoples lives [maybe because so many people intrude into mine and i don't really like it. i am a very private person. even though i talk to much. it is mostly rubbish]. I absolutely HATE the phone. those of you who know me have i ever rung you up? no? really?? see that's because i don't like it. what i don't like is not knowing if i am causing you to be late or not do something. or something like that. if i were going to ring i would probably send an email first and ask if it is ok. I don't mind people ringing me. so don't think that you have to stop yourself from ringing me....always happy to chat to you. really i do [no sarcasm at all].

this blog is probably a little weird. well i have been in bed asleep for the last four days and only dragged myself to the dr this morning cause i had to. so now that i am up i thought i better check emails (well, delete emails is more accurate), check some web sites and blogs i follow and also do my own blog.

I have not been writing at all (well i couldn't be arsed to tell the truth). I haven't been doing anything at all. I missed New Years Eve. I keep signing things the wrong year. i will probably do that for a month or so.

As an OCD sufferer you have no idea have long it took to train myself into not caring what the date was!

Now i am going to finish tidying my desk. write a dvd/book shopping list and go have a little nap. i like naps. that's cause i am getting old.

I might also think about an old romance or two. This will only depress me more than words can say *sigh* . I should have not listened to my elders when i was young....just about everything turned out to be a lie *double sigh*

usually i would say sorry this blog has been so flimsy... but not today.

Happy new year