thinking again

well i have been doing a lot of thinking lately about what i want out of life and how i want to get it. I can't say i have found a single answer yet but that doesn't mean i wont keep looking.

Been a rough few months. Death, illness and worries abound.

I do know that my greatest wish is to have a finished and awesome PhD. Just for me this time. Not for other people or because i have to but just cause i really, really like m y research area and doing that research.

I guess i do have a plan starting! wish me luck.